Birthday

Life has been like a hurricane last recent years. Unpredictable and tense. How has it changed me?
Honestly, I don't know.

What I assume is that this hurricane needs to follow some patterns, like a Sine wave, give some rests, give some sunny days, some pleasure and then goes down to the hard, dark, heart-breaking moments following some resting time. However, there is no pattern.

Happiness and satisfaction are told to be found inside. What I am trying to observe, to discover.

I had to make the most difficult decisions of my whole life these years.

I have always been an overthinker but decisive, open to changes, to adventures, still, am.

So, all I wish for my birthday is courage, courage, and courage to continue passing through the hurricane of life. Maybe life is laughing at me saying you haven't seen a real hurricane yet. So, that´s all I need, the courage to fight. Like that "peaceful warrior"